987 - Judith Madan to Martin Madan, 20 August 1730
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I suffer’d from your silence, yet How many Excuses had I
Fram’d for you in my own mind; even better then that
you made for it? not but I do suppose you very much
Taken up, surrounded by yr Friends, who if I may Judge
by my self would not Easily part with you tho’ but for a
moment – I allow all this – yet still, where the Heart is
concern’d How many Opportunitys will it find? how many
contrive for its self? I am Happy in the assurance
you give me of your remembering, & missing me at Brettby
I am Vain Enough Even to Believe yt Possible, But after ye
miracle you have shown me of so many years Love, &
unalter’d Tenderness, ‘tis not extraordinary I should beleive
anything you Tell me, Especially in a case where my
Happiness Entirely Depends on my Faith. My Dearest
creature! ‘tis now a fortnight since you left me how
Tedious, yet how inconsiderable is yt space of time, to the
weeks yt are yet to pass before we meet; I have nothing to
propose to find the Least relief from but your Dear Letter
therefore Depend on your charity not to Deny me that.
[change of orientation]
I have been in great Fear & care since I wrote Last for my Poor Spencer who has
had the Measels in the most violent manner, but he is now recovering & all
[f.112v]
ye Bad symptoms are gone off. Your martin is very well, & molly
perfectly so, her Eyes better then ever & her Temper mendes, & this
much for Home news. My Br Cowper goes to Town next
Monday to serve his Country at Hickes Hall as Usual, he
stays a week, so I shall keep my sister company till his
Return, & then intend to go back to my Cottage, where the
Expectation of the Dear addition of your self to it will be the
Business & pleasure of my Days & nights
Will you be always, & forever mine?
Shall neither time, nor age our souls Disjoyn’d?
From that Dear Bosom shall I ne’er be thrown
Nor you grow Cold, Respectfull, & Foresworn?
May I each Greif, each kind of Torment feel
every Rack of Changfull Fortunes wheel
E’er sad Reverse! See Love become Respect
and ardent Fondness Sicken to neglect.
I am my Eternally Belov’d creature! yours Entirely &
forever
J M
Aug ye 20th 1730
You will make my Proper Compliments
I suffered from your silence, yet How many Excuses had I
Framed for you in my own mind; even better then that
you made for it? not but I do suppose you very much
Taken up, surrounded by yr Friends, who if I may Judge
by my self would not Easily part with you though but for a
moment – I allow all this – yet still, where the Heart is
concerned How many Opportunities will it find? how many
contrive for its self? I am Happy in the assurance
you give me of your remembering, & missing me at Brettby
I am Vain Enough Even to Believe yt Possible, But after ye
miracle you have shown me of so many years Love, &
unaltered Tenderness, ‘tis not extraordinary I should believe
anything you Tell me, Especially in a case where my
Happiness Entirely Depends on my Faith. My Dearest
creature! ‘tis now a fortnight since you left me how
Tedious, yet how inconsiderable is yt space of time, to the
weeks yt are yet to pass before we meet; I have nothing to
propose to find the Least relief from but your Dear Letter
therefore Depend on your charity not to Deny me that.
[change of orientation]
I have been in great Fear & care since I wrote Last for my Poor Spencer who has
had the Measles in the most violent manner, but he is now recovering & all
[f.112v]
ye Bad symptoms are gone off. Your martin is very well, & molly
perfectly so, her Eyes better then ever & her Temper mends, & this
much for Home news. My Br Cowper goes to Town next
Monday to serve his Country at Hickes Hall as Usual, he
stays a week, so I shall keep my sister company till his
Return, & then intend to go back to my Cottage, where the
Expectation of the Dear addition of your self to it will be the
Business & pleasure of my Days & nights
Will you be always, & forever mine?
Shall neither time, nor age our souls Disjoined?
From that Dear Bosom shall I ne’er be thrown
Nor you grow Cold, Respectful, & Foresworn?
May I each Greif, each kind of Torment feel
every Rack of Changeful Fortunes wheel
E’er sad Reverse! See Love become Respect
and ardent Fondness Sicken to neglect.
I am my Eternally Beloved creature! yours Entirely &
forever
J M
Aug ye 20th 1730
You will make my Proper Compliments
Judith Madan to Martin Madan, 20 August 1730
Judith was saddened not to hear from Martin for so long, and constructed many excuses in her own mind. She reflects on their several years of love, and is happy to receive his assurances that he loves her. All her happiness is derived from his letters. She has been worried about Spencer, who has had measles, but is now recovering. Martin and Molly are well – Molly’s eyes and ‘temper’ are mending. The letter ends with a few lines of verse, where Judith muses on whether their souls will ever be parted, whether she will ever be permanently separated from his bosom.
Madan Family
Eng Letter C.284 f.112
Bodleian Libraries, University of Oxford
1730
8
20
[England]
Bretby, Derbyshire, [England]
primary author
heart
- embracing
- thinking
separation
- feeling
- happy
- love (romantic)
- low
- worried
- mind
- self
- soul
- thought
marriage
primary addressee
breast
thinking
separation
hurried
- affection
- love (romantic)
- memory
- soul
- thought
marriage
other
eyes
well
disposition
- body - improving
- health - improving
- mind - improving
To Cite this Letter
Judith Madan to Martin Madan, 20 August 1730, 2081730: Bodleian Libraries, University of Oxford, Madan Family, Eng Letter C.284 f.112
To Cite this Edition
Material Identities, Social Bodies: Embodiment in British Letters c.1680-1820. Compiled by: Karen Harvey, Helen Esfandiary, Sarah Fox, Emily Vine, University of Birmingham. Project funded by the Leverhulme Trust (2021-2025, Ref. RPG-2020-163), https://socialbodies.bham.ac.uk.