967 - Judith Madan to Martin Madan, ? 1727
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How agreeable is it to write: wn ye Heart alone Dictates
Heedless of the Beauties & ornaments of stile, I am solicitous only yt
you should know I Love you, & perswade my self that to a
soul such as for my Ease I Imagin yrs, nothing can be more
pleasing then a faithfull Transcript of Mine, all my sentiments
that relate to you distinguish themselves by a superior Force &
Tenderness, & yet you are not ye only Person in ye World I Love &
Esteem, but upon examining my Heart, I find it is ambitious
Enough to Desire yo may {^be} yt Person who, is born to Love & esteem
me, wth an Involuntary & blind Passion, such as neither a Longer
acquaintance, nor a thousand Imperfections & failings, may ever
Weaken: Reflect on my Faults I am sure you must, but I conjure yo
by your own goodness & Generosity to Place ‘em in ye Best Light &
wn you have ye Idea of me, as yo many times seen me,
sinking even to childish Folly, Imagin at that moment, my Heart
overwhelm’d by Tenderness, & press’d by a thousand soft Images –
show me one instance when you have seen me there, & could form
to your self any Forreign Reason for it, & I will submit to all the
Blame yo shall think I deserve for a Folly, which only you can
cause, & only you, be a sufficient excuse for. I don’t mention this
that I think you are under ye Least Obligation to me, or would
have you think so, you are certainly under none, for all I have
Done or thought for you, or ever shall, is as involuntary as ye
motion of my Pulse, & wsh that only will cease. yes my Dearest, my
Entirly Belov’d Soul! I dare avow every weakness you can occasion
Heedless of the Beauties & ornaments of stile, I am solicitous only yt
you should know I Love you, & perswade my self that to a
soul such as for my Ease I Imagin yrs, nothing can be more
pleasing then a faithfull Transcript of Mine, all my sentiments
that relate to you distinguish themselves by a superior Force &
Tenderness, & yet you are not ye only Person in ye World I Love &
Esteem, but upon examining my Heart, I find it is ambitious
Enough to Desire yo may {^be} yt Person who, is born to Love & esteem
me, wth an Involuntary & blind Passion, such as neither a Longer
acquaintance, nor a thousand Imperfections & failings, may ever
Weaken: Reflect on my Faults I am sure you must, but I conjure yo
by your own goodness & Generosity to Place ‘em in ye Best Light &
wn you have ye Idea of me, as yo many times seen me,
sinking even to childish Folly, Imagin at that moment, my Heart
overwhelm’d by Tenderness, & press’d by a thousand soft Images –
show me one instance when you have seen me there, & could form
to your self any Forreign Reason for it, & I will submit to all the
Blame yo shall think I deserve for a Folly, which only you can
cause, & only you, be a sufficient excuse for. I don’t mention this
that I think you are under ye Least Obligation to me, or would
have you think so, you are certainly under none, for all I have
Done or thought for you, or ever shall, is as involuntary as ye
motion of my Pulse, & wsh that only will cease. yes my Dearest, my
Entirly Belov’d Soul! I dare avow every weakness you can occasion
How agreeable is it to write: wn ye Heart alone Dictates
Heedless of the Beauties & ornaments of stile, I am solicitous only yt
you should know I Love you, & persuade my self that to a
soul such as for my Ease I Imagine yrs, nothing can be more
pleasing then a faithful Transcript of Mine, all my sentiments
that relate to you distinguish themselves by a superior Force &
Tenderness, & yet you are not ye only Person in ye World I Love &
Esteem, but upon examining my Heart, I find it is ambitious
Enough to Desire yo may {^be} yt Person who, is born to Love & esteem
me, wth an Involuntary & blind Passion, such as neither a Longer
acquaintance, nor a thousand Imperfections & failings, may ever
Weaken: Reflect on my Faults I am sure you must, but I conjure yo
by your own goodness & Generosity to Place ‘em in ye Best Light &
wn you have ye Idea of me, as yo many times seen me,
sinking even to childish Folly, Imagine at that moment, my Heart
overwhelmed by Tenderness, & pressed by a thousand soft Images –
show me one instance when you have seen me there, & could form
to your self any Foreign Reason for it, & I will submit to all the
Blame yo shall think I deserve for a Folly, which only you can
cause, & only you, be a sufficient excuse for. I don’t mention this
that I think you are under ye Least Obligation to me, or would
have you think so, you are certainly under none, for all I have
Done or thought for you, or ever shall, is as involuntary as ye
motion of my Pulse, & wsh that only will cease. yes my Dearest, my
Entirely Beloved Soul! I dare avow every weakness you can occasion
Heedless of the Beauties & ornaments of stile, I am solicitous only yt
you should know I Love you, & persuade my self that to a
soul such as for my Ease I Imagine yrs, nothing can be more
pleasing then a faithful Transcript of Mine, all my sentiments
that relate to you distinguish themselves by a superior Force &
Tenderness, & yet you are not ye only Person in ye World I Love &
Esteem, but upon examining my Heart, I find it is ambitious
Enough to Desire yo may {^be} yt Person who, is born to Love & esteem
me, wth an Involuntary & blind Passion, such as neither a Longer
acquaintance, nor a thousand Imperfections & failings, may ever
Weaken: Reflect on my Faults I am sure you must, but I conjure yo
by your own goodness & Generosity to Place ‘em in ye Best Light &
wn you have ye Idea of me, as yo many times seen me,
sinking even to childish Folly, Imagine at that moment, my Heart
overwhelmed by Tenderness, & pressed by a thousand soft Images –
show me one instance when you have seen me there, & could form
to your self any Foreign Reason for it, & I will submit to all the
Blame yo shall think I deserve for a Folly, which only you can
cause, & only you, be a sufficient excuse for. I don’t mention this
that I think you are under ye Least Obligation to me, or would
have you think so, you are certainly under none, for all I have
Done or thought for you, or ever shall, is as involuntary as ye
motion of my Pulse, & wsh that only will cease. yes my Dearest, my
Entirely Beloved Soul! I dare avow every weakness you can occasion
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Judith Madan to Martin Madan, ? 1727
She discusses how her style of writing is direct from the heart, without taking heed of convention – her letters are a ‘faithful transcript’ of her ‘soul’. Her only aim is to communicate the fact that she loves him. Her love for him is as involuntary and innate as her pulse.
Madan Family
Eng Letter C.284 f.97
Bodleian Library, University of Oxford
1727
[England]
[England]
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Person: Judith Madan
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- heart
- internal organs
- breathing
- thinking
- writing
separation
easy
- happy
- love (romantic)
- self
- soul
- thought
marriage
Person: Martin Madan
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thinking
separation
love (romantic)
- disposition
- self
- thought
marriage
How to Cite
Judith Madan to Martin Madan, ? 1727, 1727: Bodleian Library, University of Oxford, Madan Family, Eng Letter C.284 f.97