1005 - Judith Madan to Martin Madan, 3 September 1731

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Sept ye 3d 1731
Your Letter my Dearest angel! brought me as Joy
only ye sight of your self can Equal – no words can Express wt I felt wn
I read over those Tender, Dear assurances you give me of your Love, &
my own Unequal’d Happiness – is it Possible after so many years, you yet
preserve so Entire, & unchang’d your Passion for me I thought no Heart
but my own was Capable of such a Constancy; & indeed, ‘tis in me no
merit, where so many thousand irresistible Reasons, I Daily find in you,
agree to Justifie my first choice, such as might fix inconstancy its’
self: I see you ye Delight, & Joy of my Eyes, & at ye same rime
my Heart acknowledges {^in} your mind, all yt could Render {^even} Deformity
agreeable – how much could I say, but how infinitely much more
can I think on this subject! Thou Dearest, & only Belove’d
Creature! ye Hopes you give me of seeing you – have made a
strange Disorder in my Heart. My Impatience is equal wth yours, &
my soul answers to Every Sentiment of yours on yt Blest occasion –
yo Bid me write without reserve, O’ Madan, by wt words shall I
Express a Passion of the Soul, for wch there is no name: to have
you again mine, faithfull, & transported mutualy at yr return, wt
Joys are in ye power of Imagination we may not promise our
selves? Do you not come like Wisdom, or good Fortune,

[f.128v]
Replete wth Blessings, giving Wealth & Honour?
The solid wealth you Bring in Peace, & Pleasure,
and Everlasting Joys are in your arms –
to give you some notion of ye welcome yr Letter found, know, yt it made
me in one moment forget the Disappointed expectations of Ten Days, & tear
to pieces a Letter where I complain’d of you, & I thought with reason,
but I cannot now find in my Heart to reproach you tho’ it has severely
suffer’d by your silence: I was never more struck then when your Sert
came, & brought me not a Single Line, I could not frame to my self
Reason for such a neglect, & when I imagine my self neglected by you,
the author of my Happiness, & only object of my Dotage, the Torment is
too Exquisite to be Express’d; therefore my Dearest Life! xxxx
save me from ye Least apprehension of yt kind, & confirm my Happiness
if possible, more frequently till we meet, I ask no Letters of Form, I
Desire such only as ye Heart Dictates & sure such can be no difficulty
to you to write?
all yr orders shall be obey’d, the shells, I have Desir’d Coll: Butler
to Divide as Equaly as possible, & send to Mrs Ceasar & Lady Sally,
I sent proper directions, & hope by this time they are sent –
I have a little Blew Ring of yours that I beg if there is no secret
Value in it, you would give me Leave to give Mrs Battle, I would not
without mentioning {^it} to you but if you approve it it will be very
acceptable, being just ye ye size of her gold ring & will supply ye place of a
Brilliant one, Adieu my Madan! My Heart, & Soul! My constant
Wish, & only Treasure adieu!
JM
your children are all well, & send
Their Duty.
Sept ye 3d 1731
Your Letter my Dearest angel! brought me as Joy
only ye sight of your self can Equal – no words can Express wt I felt wn
I read over those Tender, Dear assurances you give me of your Love, &
my own Unequalled Happiness – is it Possible after so many years, you yet
preserve so Entire, & unchanged your Passion for me I thought no Heart
but my own was Capable of such a Constancy; & indeed, ‘tis in me no
merit, where so many thousand irresistible Reasons, I Daily find in you,
agree to Justify my first choice, such as might fix inconstancy its’
self: I see you ye Delight, & Joy of my Eyes, & at ye same rime
my Heart acknowledges {^in} your mind, all yt could Render {^even} Deformity
agreeable – how much could I say, but how infinitely much more
can I think on this subject! Thou Dearest, & only Beloved
Creature! ye Hopes you give me of seeing you – have made a
strange Disorder in my Heart. My Impatience is equal wth yours, &
my soul answers to Every Sentiment of yours on yt Blest occasion –
yo Bid me write without reserve, O’ Madan, by wt words shall I
Express a Passion of the Soul, for wch there is no name: to have
you again mine, faithful, & transported mutually at yr return, wt
Joys are in ye power of Imagination we may not promise our
selves? Do you not come like Wisdom, or good Fortune,

[f.128v]
Replete wth Blessings, giving Wealth & Honour?
The solid wealth you Bring in Peace, & Pleasure,
and Everlasting Joys are in your arms –
to give you some notion of ye welcome yr Letter found, know, yt it made
me in one moment forget the Disappointed expectations of Ten Days, & tear
to pieces a Letter where I complained of you, & I thought with reason,
but I cannot now find in my Heart to reproach you though it has severely
suffered by your silence: I was never more struck then when your Sert
came, & brought me not a Single Line, I could not frame to my self
Reason for such a neglect, & when I imagine my self neglected by you,
the author of my Happiness, & only object of my Dotage, the Torment is
too Exquisite to be Expressed; therefore my Dearest Life! xxxx
save me from ye Least apprehension of yt kind, & confirm my Happiness
if possible, more frequently till we meet, I ask no Letters of Form, I
Desire such only as ye Heart Dictates & sure such can be no difficulty
to you to write?
all yr orders shall be obeyed, the shells, I have Desired Coll: Butler
to Divide as Equally as possible, & send to Mrs Ceasar & Lady Sally,
I sent proper directions, & hope by this time they are sent –
I have a little Blew Ring of yours that I beg if there is no secret
Value in it, you would give me Leave to give Mrs Battle, I would not
without mentioning {^it} to you but if you approve it it will be very
acceptable, being just ye ye size of her gold ring & will supply ye place of a
Brilliant one, Adieu my Madan! My Heart, & Soul! My constant
Wish, & only Treasure adieu!
JM
your children are all well, & send
Their Duty.
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Judith Madan to Martin Madan, 3 September 1731

His letter brought her happiness that could only be surpassed by the sight of him. She describes their love in embodied terms: he is the delight of her eyes, and her heart acknowledges all that is in his mind. The thought of seeing him has disordered her heart, her soul answers to all his feelings, and she knows she will find happiness in his arms. She does not want any ‘letters of form’, and asks that he write to her ‘only as the heart dictates’.

Madan Family

Eng Letter C.284 f.128

Bodleian Library, University of Oxford

1731

9

3

[England]

[England]

People
Person: Judith Madan
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primary author

  • eyes
  • heart

  • embracing
  • reading
  • thinking

separation

disorder

  • feeling
  • happy
  • hopeful
  • love (romantic)
  • low
  • pleasure

  • peace
  • self
  • soul
  • thought

marriage

Person: Martin Madan
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primary addressee

  • arm
  • heart

  • embracing
  • thinking
  • writing

separation

  • feeling
  • love (romantic)

  • mind
  • soul
  • thought

marriage

How to Cite

Judith Madan to Martin Madan, 3 September 1731, 391731: Bodleian Library, University of Oxford, Madan Family, Eng Letter C.284 f.128

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